Christmas @ Mandai Crematorium

its been quite awhile since we hav a good tok like todae... and its really nice to noe tat someone do care if u are there or not. seriously, I tot tat u will be gone like everyone else did but I din noe u felt the same too... sorry. we hav not seen each other more than 3 times this year, yet we still can tok our hearts out. I think this is wad makes u special from others, rite?

when I first came into ur class, I noe little abt u. jus a girl sitting next to my table who likes to stare at the sky. and sometimes I wonder if u were staring at something tat others couldnt see... haha. and its really memorable how we started toking. so random.

feel free to tok to me whenever u are troubled. and I hope I will do the same too.=) I’m willing to be ur soulmate till the dae u sae no.

and I still love the rain as much as u do.

its 4 something already and I’m still awake yet... lost contact wif friends for sometime already. really sorry cox I din even hav time to reply. and now I need someone to tok to and everyone is asleep.=( but to be honest, I find it easier to ask for help than to ask for a listening ear. dunno why... its really veri hard for me to jus ask. most of the time I end up becoming the listening ear. lol.

every time when I put my heart into something to do well, I really mean it. to me its not acceptable to lose when u wan to win. theres no such thing as try to win. u will only win when u wan to. a loser is not someone who FAIL to TRY. a loser is someone who TRY and FAIL.

hav steamboat after c prog test wif royston, liangyi, alvin (finally free on fridae), xuan, chaoyen and junyi... some went home after tat and liangyi suggest go to changi airport since its so early yet. walk walk snap snap around den went home... chaoyen almost miss the last train. haha...

skip electrical lecture for crabs at my xiao gu’s hse todae... nice nice.=) although its raining heavily todae, somehow I feel depressed. dunno why. maybe less toking can avoid conflicts. hais... tml got c prog test and I haven start revising yet... still got stupid dialogue session to entertain tml... last dae of the semester should be a happy dae but I don feel happy at all.=(

intend to go home straight after sch but since I got nothing to do, I decide to follow wanyin and company to the warehouse job interview at tai sing... had some fun along the way of cox... from jumping across tables to screaming in mrt, it seems like theres nothing xihua couldnt do. luckily she subsided as soon as we reach eunos... and sorry chao chao for poking ur “ba gua”. LOL. spent some time looking for the building and we finally got there... den they told us to go back and wait for their call after the interview. I’m jus hopeful tat they will hire all of us... haha.