watch marley and me wif ivy todae. guess wad? I bought the tickets wif the wrong timing... and I only realize tat 2 hours after the movie for tat timing ended. how dumb. luckily we still manage to catch it at nite... haha.


I noe its hard for us to go out todae, but u make it all worthwhile. I love u.

19.

I’m 19 todae. it feels the same when u look older than ur actual age.=( sad tat my birthdae falls on exam period this year but it wont make a difference anyway. thank you liangyi, royston and xuan for willing to spend some time wif me todae, I really appreciate it.=) and also those who texted me, thanks.=)

many things happened recently but I jus wan to finish my exams now and spent some quality time alone... its been awhile since I hav time for myself.

sorry for not being able to spend time wif u todae... but I noe we hav some memorable moments this week. haha. it seems tat time passes so fast when we get together.=(

although we grew up together, I only get to noe u better until this past few weeks. its really surprising how things turn out to be. I’m still thinking abt tat dae we first met at my xiao gu’s hse and wondering when am I going to see u again. I never had this feeling for a long time. I noe it will be very difficult for us to be together wif all the family issues surrounding us but I believe we can make it. I would only let go when I’m at my wits end. I jus wan to spend more time wif u now while I still can.

its impossible for me to see u everydae, so they will be helping me to keep u warm everynite. happy valentines. I LOVE U, IVY.=)

I feel tat he was a caring and good-looking boyfriend... but somehow he still got ditch in the end. it always amaze me tat how a person can change its feelings so fast tat one moment they sae they cant live without u and the next moment they sae jus leave me alone. I’m not this kind of person and I HATE this kind of person.

I’m jus wondering when is it going to be my turn.

I don trust ppl easily... or should I sae I don trust anyone at all. I jus feel insecure all the time. the secure feeling is broken... long ago.

this wont be the last photo we took together. I promise.

I’m really happy when I’m wif u. jus becox we are cousins and we cant be together??? FUCK. I don care.

I noe wad is everyone thinking and toking abt behind my back. I dunno why they do tat. is it becox of who I am? whether it is right or wrong, its my decision. pls respect me. I noe where I stand and I don need u to tell me all tat fucking shit.